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Hi there! Thanks for taking time out of YOUR roller coaster ride of a life to get a glimpse of mine.

Here are the basics:

*Single
*In a job that I like, but don't love
*Prone to restlessness and self-doubt

Throw in my love of men and caffeine and you have my diary: An energizing, sometimes nauseating, hopefully addicting read.


One Day At A Time
by RollerCoasterRide
Age: 29  Sex: F

681 Entries
# Entry Date
1 go, go, go 18/09/2008 08:57 GMT+3
2 N/A 14/09/2008 07:35 GMT+3
3 Too much time on my hands 03/08/2008 11:43 GMT+3
4 Sans boyfriend 26/06/2008 07:54 GMT+3
5 There's no consoling me 24/06/2008 10:01 GMT+3
6 It's like I don't know anything anymore 14/06/2008 07:17 GMT+3
7 My body is turning on me 02/06/2008 10:39 GMT+3
8 Separate Corners 11/04/2008 12:47 GMT+3
9 Downfall 07/04/2008 12:26 GMT+3
10 How do I shake this off? 08/03/2008 02:53 GMT+3
11 Cautiously, I entered the dark hall... 03/02/2008 09:32 GMT+3
12 How do I do this? 16/01/2008 10:28 GMT+3
13 what's next? 30/12/2007 06:44 GMT+3
14 Faker 25/11/2007 07:42 GMT+3
15 A break 18/11/2007 09:27 GMT+3
16 Yeah, BUT 16/10/2007 11:33 GMT+3
17 Answers 12/10/2007 03:30 GMT+3
18 No Answers Only Questions 09/10/2007 10:09 GMT+3
19 N/A 05/10/2007 09:32 GMT+3
20 Not in so many words 04/10/2007 09:06 GMT+3
21 Big fat nothing 24/09/2007 12:15 GMT+3
22 Catch and Release 17/09/2007 08:09 GMT+3
23 Unavailable 14/09/2007 03:30 GMT+3
24 things are wonderful 09/09/2007 02:39 GMT+3
25 it's mine, officially 23/07/2007 07:41 GMT+3
26 Almost Official 20/07/2007 08:21 GMT+3
27 Inaction is apparently not an option 10/07/2007 01:44 GMT+3
28 happy times 02/07/2007 07:08 GMT+3
29 Bad, bad week 26/06/2007 08:59 GMT+3
30 I knew you were going to ask me that 22/06/2007 09:56 GMT+3
31 10 hours to go 16/06/2007 04:57 GMT+3
32 Things Look Good 23/05/2007 12:54 GMT+3
33 Back at One 06/05/2007 01:57 GMT+3
34 Not good 03/05/2007 05:28 GMT+3
35 N/A 29/04/2007 08:02 GMT+3
36 I've seen better weeks 25/04/2007 08:09 GMT+3
37 going after it 03/04/2007 10:31 GMT+3
38 N/A 14/03/2007 10:15 GMT+3
39 I'm like a teenager with more responsibilities 10/03/2007 02:05 GMT+3
40 Where did the day go? 08/03/2007 11:21 GMT+3
41 Hoping for the best 04/03/2007 12:16 GMT+3
42 It's here 28/02/2007 08:58 GMT+3
43 here so soon 21/02/2007 10:08 GMT+3
44 some good, some bad 19/02/2007 01:30 GMT+3
45 Fly, fly away 07/02/2007 10:50 GMT+3
46 Generally speaking, I'm good 14/01/2007 10:16 GMT+3
47 What now? 06/01/2007 06:47 GMT+3
48 Narrowing down my choices..sort of 21/12/2006 09:03 GMT+3
49 Planning to drive myself crazy 09/12/2006 04:58 GMT+3
50 My head's clearer, I'm feelin good 27/11/2006 02:44 GMT+3
51 The thoughts just don't stop 23/11/2006 06:49 GMT+3
52 N/A 20/11/2006 08:26 GMT+3
53 This is how it ends? 19/11/2006 09:46 GMT+3
54 Taking care of me 18/11/2006 03:17 GMT+3
55 N/A 17/11/2006 01:40 GMT+3
56 N/A 10/11/2006 10:59 GMT+3
57 What Really Matters? 08/11/2006 10:52 GMT+3
58 N/A 06/11/2006 02:51 GMT+3
59 Fortune Cookies 03/11/2006 11:26 GMT+3
60 Guiding Light 27/10/2006 08:44 GMT+3
61 Ship Shape 24/10/2006 04:08 GMT+3
62 Slow Start 18/10/2006 09:52 GMT+3
63 Loligagging 17/10/2006 01:32 GMT+3
64 My Weekend 15/10/2006 10:10 GMT+3
65 Good Stuff is Brewing 13/10/2006 02:45 GMT+3
66 Girlie Girl 07/10/2006 10:24 GMT+3
67 Taking a Step Back 06/10/2006 03:40 GMT+3
68 Traffic Jam in my Head 05/10/2006 09:21 GMT+3
69 Let the Planning Begin 04/10/2006 01:51 GMT+3
70 Tough Day at Work 03/10/2006 08:56 GMT+3
71 Hey, Mr. Postman 02/10/2006 11:06 GMT+3
72 One Fine Day 25/09/2006 08:49 GMT+3
73 Caved In 23/09/2006 08:10 GMT+3
74 Cancelations 16/09/2006 07:41 GMT+3
75 N/A 04/09/2006 08:47 GMT+3
76 Tomorrow Seems So Far Away 03/09/2006 01:31 GMT+3
77 Still Figuring it Out 28/08/2006 01:41 GMT+3
78 Love me for me 14/08/2006 11:31 GMT+3
79 It's Just Hard 10/08/2006 09:08 GMT+3
80 I need alcohol 20/07/2006 10:39 GMT+3
81 Good one 17/07/2006 01:54 GMT+3
82 One down, one to go 15/07/2006 10:15 GMT+3
83 Not bad for a Monday 11/07/2006 13:05 GMT+3
84 Really, do I have to make an effort? 10/07/2006 01:25 GMT+3
85 Feel like sh*t 02/07/2006 02:50 GMT+3
86 This is it? 30/06/2006 23:32 GMT+3
87 N/A 27/06/2006 11:10 GMT+3
88 Bitch, where's my money?! 21/06/2006 09:57 GMT+3
89 I hate technology 21/06/2006 02:54 GMT+3
90 Livin' Large 19/06/2006 12:10 GMT+3
91 Jab and hook 05/06/2006 11:15 GMT+3
92 Nice, steady pace 02/06/2006 02:22 GMT+3
93 Just like old times, but with more crying 30/05/2006 03:28 GMT+3
94 So Long 28/05/2006 02:51 GMT+3
95 What the hell?!!! 24/05/2006 11:41 GMT+3
96 It's a sweeter victory if you have to work for it 14/05/2006 11:38 GMT+3
97 I have so many f***ing issues 14/05/2006 08:03 GMT+3
98 Ladies, hydrate your skin 09/05/2006 02:37 GMT+3
99 Action-Packed 08/05/2006 02:19 GMT+3
100 Slow it Down 05/05/2006 06:54 GMT+3
101 N/A 02/05/2006 03:26 GMT+3
102 Work in Progress 30/04/2006 03:27 GMT+3
103 Scenic Route 26/04/2006 10:15 GMT+3
104 That was Fun. Let's do it Again in Another 9 Yrs. 24/04/2006 10:42 GMT+3
105 Where I Want to Be 11/04/2006 06:02 GMT+3
106 What's Really Going On? 03/04/2006 08:18 GMT+3
107 Hmmm 18/03/2006 07:56 GMT+3
108 Impasse 15/03/2006 09:13 GMT+3
109 My Favorite City EVER 10/03/2006 09:41 GMT+3
110 Bumbed Out 07/03/2006 07:17 GMT+3
111 Back at One 06/03/2006 02:38 GMT+3
112 I Need to Know 03/03/2006 10:02 GMT+3
113 Still Smitten 26/02/2006 07:03 GMT+3
114 Just a Little Fun 17/02/2006 07:19 GMT+3
115 These Days Are So Long 16/02/2006 03:38 GMT+3
116 Wedding Bliss 12/02/2006 12:54 GMT+3
117 I Don't Like What I See 08/02/2006 11:17 GMT+3
118 Swimsuit Season? 29/01/2006 04:05 GMT+3
119 Here's What I Want 27/01/2006 03:29 GMT+3
120 Just Passing By 27/01/2006 02:47 GMT+3
121 Everything's Falling Apart 27/01/2006 02:40 GMT+3
122 I Just Want Out 20/01/2006 08:44 GMT+3
123 How Long Til I Snap? 13/01/2006 08:53 GMT+3
124 The Kind You Take Home to Mom 12/01/2006 02:25 GMT+3
125 Every Decision Has a Consequence 09/01/2006 09:33 GMT+3
126 Flying Solo 08/01/2006 11:32 GMT+3
127 Reflecting and Projecting 06/01/2006 02:49 GMT+3
128 Brand New Year, Same Old Fears 03/01/2006 08:35 GMT+3
129 Silent Night 25/12/2005 02:26 GMT+3
130 N/A 19/12/2005 06:02 GMT+3
131 babies, boots, and boys 19/12/2005 02:52 GMT+3
132 Scared and Waiting 14/12/2005 04:37 GMT+3
133 Beautiful Sunday 11/12/2005 10:14 GMT+3
134 N/A 03/12/2005 04:06 GMT+3
135 Almost Done 29/11/2005 07:37 GMT+3
136 7.25 25/11/2005 12:13 GMT+3
137 Disappearing Act 15/11/2005 07:20 GMT+3
138 Where is my Energy? 14/11/2005 09:30 GMT+3
139 Touched 12/11/2005 03:10 GMT+3
140 Deadline 11/11/2005 02:32 GMT+3
141 So Scared 09/11/2005 04:19 GMT+3
142 Can I Get A Sign? 06/11/2005 05:03 GMT+3
143 Twists and Turns 05/11/2005 10:58 GMT+3
144 N/A 03/11/2005 03:09 GMT+3
145 N/A 01/11/2005 07:31 GMT+3
146 Laptops for Dummies 31/10/2005 09:53 GMT+3
147 Getting Some Action (well, partially) 25/10/2005 07:47 GMT+3
148 I Hate Losing Things 17/10/2005 09:51 GMT+3
149 I'm Not Doing All the Work 07/10/2005 09:20 GMT+3
150 Perfect Night 03/10/2005 02:15 GMT+3
151 I'm Worthless 30/09/2005 02:57 GMT+3
152 Not This Again 27/09/2005 04:46 GMT+3
153 N/A 25/09/2005 07:10 GMT+3
154 International Relations 22/09/2005 12:34 GMT+3
155 Can't I Just Be? 20/09/2005 04:14 GMT+3
156 Why the hell not?! 19/09/2005 08:25 GMT+3
157 U is for Emphasis 18/09/2005 10:57 GMT+3
158 Actin' A Fool! 18/09/2005 01:39 GMT+3
159 Social Butterfly 17/09/2005 11:08 GMT+3
160 I Love Me, I Love Me Not 13/09/2005 06:33 GMT+3
161 Music on My Mind 12/09/2005 01:34 GMT+3
162 Picking up the Pace 11/09/2005 03:32 GMT+3
163 Peter 29/08/2005 12:33 GMT+3
164 N/A 26/08/2005 03:51 GMT+3
165 Off to a Good Start 24/08/2005 01:20 GMT+3
166 School and Stuff 22/08/2005 11:15 GMT+3
167 The Thoughts Came Pouring In 22/08/2005 11:02 GMT+3
168 Not a Moment Too Soon 22/08/2005 10:53 GMT+3
169 How Can it be This Complicated? 20/08/2005 03:05 GMT+3
170 N/A 19/08/2005 04:06 GMT+3
171 I Got the Green Light 16/08/2005 03:57 GMT+3
172 Letting Go Isn't Easy 15/08/2005 07:22 GMT+3
173 Trippin' on the Road 14/08/2005 11:10 GMT+3
174 Getting in Good With the Family 14/08/2005 09:56 GMT+3
175 What a Night! 30/07/2005 12:32 GMT+3
176 It's Official. I'm a Student Again! 26/07/2005 08:59 GMT+3
177 Not a Good First Impression 25/07/2005 06:57 GMT+3
178 Put it in Writing 25/07/2005 01:50 GMT+3
179 Here We Go Again 16/07/2005 06:46 GMT+3
180 Where Did You Go? 16/07/2005 01:44 GMT+3
181 Advise Me Already 13/07/2005 11:33 GMT+3
182 Damn you MySpace! 13/07/2005 03:18 GMT+3
183 Scary Stuff 08/07/2005 08:47 GMT+3
184 N/A 04/07/2005 12:08 GMT+3
185 Long Live the Theatre! 04/07/2005 05:17 GMT+3
186 Bile 30/06/2005 12:28 GMT+3
187 N/A 28/06/2005 03:47 GMT+3
188 The Days Are Winding Down 26/06/2005 10:54 GMT+3
189 Too Much Booze Makes the Boundaries Blurry 25/06/2005 05:09 GMT+3
190 I Want a Chauffeur!!! 24/06/2005 06:58 GMT+3
191 Grateful? Yes. Satisfied? No. 19/06/2005 02:33 GMT+3
192 N/A 15/06/2005 07:45 GMT+3
193 Maybe Maybe Not 13/06/2005 08:15 GMT+3
194 Putting in Overtime 12/06/2005 04:53 GMT+3
195 What the?! 10/06/2005 02:07 GMT+3
196 Pink Balloon 08/06/2005 12:08 GMT+3
197 I Like You. Please Stay Away From Me. 06/06/2005 01:33 GMT+3
198 The Pendulum Swings 03/06/2005 11:03 GMT+3
199 Anxiety Rising 01/06/2005 02:03 GMT+3
200 Hop on the Bus 01/06/2005 01:28 GMT+3
201 Mark the Date! 31/05/2005 01:34 GMT+3
202 Chatty Cathy 29/05/2005 11:21 GMT+3
203 A Little Self-indulgent 28/05/2005 10:40 GMT+3
204 Where Did the Pain Go? 26/05/2005 09:48 GMT+3
205 May 19, 1992 22/05/2005 11:49 GMT+3
206 Laying Low 22/05/2005 08:46 GMT+3
207 People are just so interesting 20/05/2005 08:37 GMT+3
208 I don't want to want 19/05/2005 07:01 GMT+3
209 Rotting 16/05/2005 09:13 GMT+3
210 Was I A Naughty Girl? 15/05/2005 01:00 GMT+3
211 Chance Encounter 09/05/2005 09:50 GMT+3
212 N/A 08/05/2005 12:50 GMT+3
213 Faires, Fat, and Fears 08/05/2005 09:15 GMT+3
214 A Quick Note 03/05/2005 09:43 GMT+3
215 If No One Gets Hurt, What's the Harm? 02/05/2005 07:41 GMT+3
216 Putting on a Show 01/05/2005 11:03 GMT+3
217 Tight Quarters 27/04/2005 09:35 GMT+3
218 i thought i could but i can't 27/04/2005 03:00 GMT+3
219 Tell it Like it Is 26/04/2005 01:31 GMT+3
220 On the Road to Recovery 25/04/2005 12:33 GMT+3
221 Do I Ride the Wave? 24/04/2005 01:34 GMT+3
222 The Greatest Place on Earth 22/04/2005 01:52 GMT+3
223 Oh so thankful 20/04/2005 08:31 GMT+3
224 A smile's a powerful thing 17/04/2005 11:28 GMT+3
225 It's Not Rocket Science 16/04/2005 01:07 GMT+3
226 Window Shopping 14/04/2005 08:30 GMT+3
227 All Dolled Up 11/04/2005 07:45 GMT+3
228 I'm Booked! 07/04/2005 02:00 GMT+3
229 A Little Crazy 06/04/2005 12:41 GMT+3
230 N/A 05/04/2005 08:17 GMT+3
231 I Can't Take My Eyes Off of You 04/04/2005 07:20 GMT+3
232 So who gets to wear the dress? 01/04/2005 11:01 GMT+3
233 House Arrest 01/04/2005 01:34 GMT+3
234 N/A 31/03/2005 02:09 GMT+3
235 Prepare for Take-off 28/03/2005 07:53 GMT+3
236 The Painfully Slow Passage of Time 25/03/2005 08:16 GMT+3
237 What a Pain 24/03/2005 07:26 GMT+3
238 Wowzers Wowzers Wowzers 22/03/2005 12:02 GMT+3
239 Couldn't Ask For More 20/03/2005 08:55 GMT+3
240 So Many Hats So LIttle Time 15/03/2005 12:20 GMT+3
241 Moving Right Along 11/03/2005 07:21 GMT+3
242 Dancing Queen 03/03/2005 02:30 GMT+3
243 Update 28/02/2005 08:23 GMT+3
244 Clarity, At Last 21/02/2005 03:17 GMT+3
245 It's Official 17/02/2005 11:51 GMT+3
246 Back at Square One 17/02/2005 02:35 GMT+3
247 Is it Over Yet? 15/02/2005 12:11 GMT+3
248 A Fun Time Was Had By All 13/02/2005 10:49 GMT+3
249 No Martini or Manicure is Worth This Much Trouble 04/02/2005 11:44 GMT+3
250 Stupid Standardized Tests! 27/01/2005 12:52 GMT+3
251 It's Just So Wrong 27/01/2005 01:32 GMT+3
252 Two Snaps for Me 25/01/2005 09:07 GMT+3
253 The Talent 24/01/2005 07:27 GMT+3
254 Julie on the Brain 23/01/2005 02:11 GMT+3
255 Friends and Neighbors 20/01/2005 01:08 GMT+3
256 Woo Hoo! 19/01/2005 07:11 GMT+3
257 N/A 18/01/2005 11:32 GMT+3
258 Do We Choose Our Own Misery? 16/01/2005 12:21 GMT+3
259 I'm So Nervous 14/01/2005 03:07 GMT+3
260 The odds are 50/50 13/01/2005 09:18 GMT+3
261 Play by the Rules or Don't Play at All 09/01/2005 11:24 GMT+3
262 Scaredy Cat 07/01/2005 09:32 GMT+3
263 Time-Sensitive 04/01/2005 02:48 GMT+3
264 Oh, the fun we had! 31/12/2004 06:05 GMT+3
265 Gifted 25/12/2004 11:33 GMT+3
266 Chicken Shit 25/12/2004 11:08 GMT+3
267 N/A 24/12/2004 02:56 GMT+3
268 Temporarily Out of Service 22/12/2004 07:52 GMT+3
269 He's Dreamy 15/12/2004 01:15 GMT+3
270 Resentment Rising 12/12/2004 03:25 GMT+3
271 A Jazzy Affair 03/12/2004 10:55 GMT+3
272 Sweet and Simple 03/12/2004 10:54 GMT+3
273 Tomorrow Seems So Far Away 25/11/2004 19:56 GMT+3
274 Holiday Cheer (is not here) 25/11/2004 18:10 GMT+3
275 Self-doubt 23/11/2004 19:59 GMT+3
276 Get Happy 22/11/2004 09:31 GMT+3
277 Total and Complete Overload 18/11/2004 17:08 GMT+3
278 Must....Regain....Strength 17/11/2004 09:28 GMT+3
279 Long Live the Theatre! 15/11/2004 18:58 GMT+3
280 N/A 11/11/2004 19:22 GMT+3
281 Location, location, location 10/11/2004 18:50 GMT+3
282 Ready to Wrap 09/11/2004 20:14 GMT+3
283 When it Rains it Pours 06/11/2004 15:44 GMT+3
284 N/A 05/11/2004 20:07 GMT+3
285 Cold, Cold Night 26/10/2004 22:38 GMT+3
286 What a Night! 25/10/2004 20:53 GMT+3
287 Anybody Out There? 25/10/2004 13:42 GMT+3
288 Aging Gracefully 14/10/2004 15:10 GMT+3
289 Balancing Act 12/10/2004 00:29 GMT+3
290 Fire in the Hole 09/10/2004 23:23 GMT+3
291 Progress Report 08/10/2004 20:47 GMT+3
292 It's Like Kenny Rogers Said... 07/10/2004 01:05 GMT+3
293 When Will I Learn? 06/10/2004 00:20 GMT+3
294 Whoa, Killer 04/10/2004 00:30 GMT+3
295 Rrrreeeerrr (you know that cat sound) 25/09/2004 23:52 GMT+3
296 N/A 24/09/2004 03:13 GMT+3
297 Look out Boys, There's a New Sheriff in Town 19/09/2004 21:16 GMT+3
298 Where was I? 18/09/2004 21:39 GMT+3
299 N/A 18/09/2004 13:01 GMT+3
300 A Jolly Good Day :) 15/09/2004 00:43 GMT+3
301 Well, I'll Be! 07/09/2004 21:58 GMT+3
302 Parler vous...English? 03/09/2004 00:33 GMT+3
303 Shades of Blue 28/08/2004 14:42 GMT+3
304 It's a Go 25/08/2004 00:03 GMT+3
305 Playing Cupid 24/08/2004 02:14 GMT+3
306 Position Open Until Filled 23/08/2004 02:07 GMT+3
307 Going, Going, Gone 17/08/2004 22:57 GMT+3
308 It's Not You, It's Me....or is it? 14/08/2004 03:11 GMT+3
309 Ouch. 10/08/2004 16:39 GMT+3
310 It's Just Around the Corner